Like many writing projects, this book quickly fell behind schedule.
Although I had long since mapped out the core of its argument, in
May 2013, I was hopelessly behind schedule, delayed by other writing
commitments and distracted by the quotidian aspects of professorial
life.
Then, in June 2013, came a remarkable period of productivity.
I took a brief vacation to Cape Cod with my wife Nancy and my
daughter Clara. I awoke early each morning at 5:00 a.m., while my
family slept; I fixed a pot of coffee and would start writing at a furious
pace. In the space of seven inspired days, I wrote the crucial
first stage of the book (chapter
4) that lays out the nuts and bolts
of the philosophical argument upon which the entire project rests.
Little did I know that during that week, amidst my bolt of creativity,
something in my body was terribly amiss; I was in the process of
getting very sick.
Back in Ithaca the following week, I put the finishing touches
on chapter
4. I was pleased with the result, but I also felt exhausted.
I couldn’t climb a flight of stairs without becoming so short of breath
that I wanted to collapse into bed. On Sunday morning, while fixing
my daughter breakfast, I actually did collapse, losing consciousness
and falling to the floor. Thankfully, my wife rushed me to the
Emergency Room.